silly quotes

"You feel restless every single night because you know when morning comes and you are wide awake,  you have no idea what you are going to do with your life."

"I secretly wish that the world will come to an end tommorrow so that i dont have to go through the same problem."

" You want something badly that it hurts badly. "

Analogy of a pair of shoes and Man of your life

Once upon a time, there was a person with a particular taste. She is very particular about food that she eat, shoes and clothes that she wear, and even partner that she is looking for. One day, she realized that there was a hole in her favourite shoes and she was in need to buy a new shoes thus she started looking for a new pair of shoes. Every week she goes in and out of shoe stores, but apparently there is no suitable shoes for her. The question is, Is she very picky and is her standard really that high ? Ok let me answer your question ,yes she is. She tends to compare the new shoes with the old one. The old shoes that she has represent quality/reliability, style, comfort and value. She feels that if she wear that shoes, it will boost the confindent in her. Weird isn't it, confident in her ?

Ok let me explain to you confident in here, it means, there is some shoes that when u try it for the first time ull feel certain connection, it just perfectly suits you, comfortable and of course will enhance your style. Even at certain times u can feel its reliability in any kind of grounds. Sometimes u'll know when u find the rite one because ull keep thinking about it. Until now she hasn't find one and she is not the type of girl who will stop looking for the very best because she believes good shoes will bring u to good places and will give u confident and comfort that u need in every steps.

Basically from this story, we could see that finding the best shoes is almost the same like finding the best partner. In terms of appearances everyone will want to have a handsome guy as their partner. However, not only handsome but these guys must be able to provide comfort and prove to be reliable in difficult situation or ground. Last but not least is the connection or chemistry, this feeling is just the same like when you put in your feet to the right shoes. Your heart will know he is the right one and your mind just can't stop thinking about him. The best partner will bring you to happinnes and will give u confident and comfort to go through nasty path in your life.  So for those singles out there, dont be so desperate because we are one independent woman who will settle for the very best. You'll just have to keep on looking like those days when we are looking for our shoes

Updating My Status

I had been missing for a while, so where i have been ? I've been working in blablabla company and I'm not really enjoying it. I dont enjoy it, thus i keep complaining.Few people even come and approach me and said that I've complained too much. So that's it , keep quiet and buried this sordid little job/secret/.... whatever. Probably one day ill be proud about what am i doing rite now but definitely not now. So stop talking about that and will continue with more interesting topic.

Without Tomorrow

I'll give u a trick to fill your day with happiness and to be grateful . The trick is pretty simple , just imagine like there is no tomorrow.

Eat like there is no tomorrow = U'll eat the best food

Love like there is no tomorrow= U'll love with your heart

Sleep like there is no tomorrow= U'll sleep in slumber

Fight for your life like there is no tomorrow= U'll fight harder

Run for your life like there is no tomorrow= U'll run faster

Live your life like there is no tomorrow= U'll live your life to the fullest

Dream like there is no tomorrow= U'll dream to reach the stars

How wonderful our lives will be if there is no tomorrow because we know we only have one chance and we need to make the very best of it thus no regret and sorrow.

Question of Survival

As people always say life is hard. So what will u do in order to survive this unfair world. There are 2 choices to survive in this world, either run for your life or fight for your life. Next question is when u should run and when you should fight ? Honestly i don't really know the answer because these choices are somewhat simple but tricky. For example when u run for your life people will start to think that u can't stand on your own ground. But the next question is where to stand if there is not even a ground!!! HAH tricky isn't it ? However, when u fight too hard some people will call u stubborn. Sometimes i feel really confuse and i'm start asking myself with questions such as am i running to far?have i ever put a fight ? And the last important question is What is really important that worths fighting for in this life? Anyone can help me answer all these questions? If u are able to answer this question then u don't have to worry, the game is on for u and u'll manage well.

Silly quotes

Tears must fall from our eyes once upon a time to make us see clearer.

How Great is a Mother

Today is Mother's day and i want to write about how hard it is to be a mother.

My mom is a great mom, she wakes up at 5 am in the morning to clean whole house except my room, go to market, prepare breakfast and off to work. At4-5 pm she comes home from work and start to cook for dinner, after dinner she needs to wash all the dishes, taking care of all laundries at the end she climbs to bed at 9 pm. Everyday she will do the same things.

While for me, last few months i got 5 am-5pm shifts for a week and it felts like i was dying in the process. I was not a morning person at that time so it's very dreadful for me to wake up at 4 am in the morning then i never cook breakfast my breakfast was just stale bread with Nutella. In addition i don't need to clean my rooms. At 5 am i start and when i was working i felt like i'm a zombie because my mind and my spirit was not there. At 3/4pm i went home and i need to resist the temptation to sleep or else i can't sleep at night and it was just terrible since u feel sleepy and tired. At 5 pm i cook a super simple dinner or sometimes i dined out because i was too tired too cook.Lastly at 7 pm i HAVE TO climb up to my bed or else i'll get cranky. Those whole weeks it just so dreadful for me and i started to think how on earth my mother do those things . I even only did those routines for like a week and i didn't need to clean the house, do laundry, or cook a real dishes like my mom, but i still feel terribly exhausted after that weeks. I felt like i was a living dead at that moment.

What was funny bout this is i always complaining why my mom always feel exhausted but now i completely understand. I can't imagine that one day when i become a mother i'll tell my children that dinner would have to wait until tommorrow night just because i feel really sleepy and i need to go bed at 7 pm every evening hahahaha . That just absurd!!!

From that moment, I realize that for 22 years of my life she had sacrified more than enough. Living like her in those routines is terribly boring and exhausting but she still manage it until today . I am very grateful to her and i know that she is a great mother. Some mothers might not do something like my mother do ,but just believe me that every mother want the best for their children and they have their own way to give their best.

This is just a simple example of sacrifice that certain mother had made. Some mother would rather have her son or daughter resent her so that her son or daughter will not make a mistake that can ruin his or her life. Some mothers would rather leave their children because they think that they are children will be better off without them. You should watch Desperate Housewives to see that how far certain mother will go to protect their children. There is no one in this world truly loves u like your mother so loves her back like no one will love her except their children !

So readers if u ever think that your mother doesn't love u enough i give u a simple solution. U can try to follow her routines, try to play her role and u'll understand that she loves u more than enough.